Just need to vent a little
I feel like I will always miss you. And that you’ll be such a part of my life, my heart, my past everything. I feel like for a while I will sit here and nit pick at other guys without them knowing it and compare them to you. But I deserve better than what you initially gave me. My heart is just in a very tough place right now and I just want friendships but also I priase God for taking me out of that relationship with you because it was emotionally abusive and you didn’t treat me or lead as a man should’ve. I dont know the hardest part is having the broken heart and feeling it. Yes God heals..but, you still feel the pain and hurt.